STRESS

Heres a sketch i made tonight. This is whats going on inside my mind right now.(sketch of me)

PROBLEMS!!!

Tonight i was thinking about my life. I have a feeling that im on the wrong path, It may be the right one..but i still feel it the other way...i met a very close friend of mine tonight and he had his own problems. His life was almost full overflowing with all kinds of problems. And i promised him that i will be glad to help out. But later thinking about my own life now i have a feeling that im not in a state to help anyone else. And that i have to find out a way to solve my own problems. PROBLEMS are hard to go through when you start to think about it. It has become a tough thing for me ever since i thought about it tonight. Now i realise that i have been going through such a complicated life within the past few days. I really want to express it in detail, but i cant. I dont know how to let it out. Its inside me. Maybe im stressed and over thinking things out. I dont know whats wrong but, there is something inside. Lately i have been going through health problems. A normal flu happened to be the worst experience for me. The doctors say im cured. but still im getting different symptoms. My immune system has become very weak. I have physically changed. I cant eat a full meal without vomiting. It has become a habit. My Left Lung has become weak. And maybe i got the pneumonia attack again. Three years back i took treatment for pneumonia and my full lung function tests and the scans showed it was cured. But i have been getting the similar kinds of sudden severe pain again. Im too young to start having these kinds of health concerns. And i dont know how i can imagine myself as a fifty year old health wise.
I am concerned about myself now. have a lot of things to worry about. My life,my health,my work, my dedication to the society, and the fear that im not going to achive my goals. I will try all possibilities to achive my goals. And all i can do right now is to think,think, and think for solutions. Hope things go good for me.
I wish myself good luck.

The INFERNO

Youth for Equality (A registered NGO in the Maldives, of which im the founder) has initiated to form a Music NGO.
And to launch this music NGO we have planned a concert.
The Inferno is the third musical event organized by “Youth for Equality”. The Inferno is a Rock show that is being held on the night of 6th April 2007. The Show will be held at the Alimas Ufaa Carnival Stage.
The main purpose of this show is to raise funds for the new music NGO. Sceptre (who has won several awards in India for their outstanding performances) will be the guest band at the Inferno.
Bands Confirmed for the INFERNO
1. CHALK WHITE (Opening)
2. ANIL featuring HASSAN RAUF
3. SERENITY DIES
4. SCEPTRE
5. NOTHNAGEL

* All 3 bands -ANIL,Serenity Dies and Nothnagel will be releasing their albums at the concert.

Tickets will be available for MRF40/- from late march.

Event Website will be launched soon!!!