PROBLEMS!!!
Tonight i was thinking about my life. I have a feeling that im on the wrong path, It may be the right one..but i still feel it the other way...i met a very close friend of mine tonight and he had his own problems. His life was almost full overflowing with all kinds of problems. And i promised him that i will be glad to help out. But later thinking about my own life now i have a feeling that im not in a state to help anyone else. And that i have to find out a way to solve my own problems. PROBLEMS are hard to go through when you start to think about it. It has become a tough thing for me ever since i thought about it tonight. Now i realise that i have been going through such a complicated life within the past few days. I really want to express it in detail, but i cant. I dont know how to let it out. Its inside me. Maybe im stressed and over thinking things out. I dont know whats wrong but, there is something inside. Lately i have been going through health problems. A normal flu happened to be the worst experience for me. The doctors say im cured. but still im getting different symptoms. My immune system has become very weak. I have physically changed. I cant eat a full meal without vomiting. It has become a habit. My Left Lung has become weak. And maybe i got the pneumonia attack again. Three years back i took treatment for pneumonia and my full lung function tests and the scans showed it was cured. But i have been getting the similar kinds of sudden severe pain again. Im too young to start having these kinds of health concerns. And i dont know how i can imagine myself as a fifty year old health wise.
I am concerned about myself now. have a lot of things to worry about. My life,my health,my work, my dedication to the society, and the fear that im not going to achive my goals. I will try all possibilities to achive my goals. And all i can do right now is to think,think, and think for solutions. Hope things go good for me.
I wish myself good luck.
I am concerned about myself now. have a lot of things to worry about. My life,my health,my work, my dedication to the society, and the fear that im not going to achive my goals. I will try all possibilities to achive my goals. And all i can do right now is to think,think, and think for solutions. Hope things go good for me.
I wish myself good luck.
2 Comments:
I sympathize your feelings. Each time you face fear, gain strength, courage, and confidence in the doing. Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... How did I get through all of that?
Think always positive!
i really feel symapthy for you.as we know life has so many disappoointments for all of us......like death, illness,betrayals,tragedies of worthlessness and despair.its up to us to fight over these things in everyday life.So dnt ever let ur hopes go of. Always have the own will power from ur heart to which to stand up on the darkness n dnt let ur fear takes control on you.dnt ever think of what you failed to do,instead think of those that you were able to do and still can best do.;). Never thinks negative, always think positve, n be happy and let god do the rest:D
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