Will be back on the blog

My dear friends and family, Hope you all are doing great by the grace of almighty god. I have been extremely busy and engaged in several work related activities, and it did not allow me to write this blog, for more than a year or so.
But, i have already planned to get back to blogging.
Insha Allah I will start to write very soon. During the past days, i have gathered a lot of valuable information which i will share with you all.
Hope you will all like my blog, and do hope the information i post here would be of great use.
Thank you!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

IM BACK!

im back on the blog after such a long time.

CHeerz!

Another month...

Ramazan also passed, and i had a checklist of things to do. I have tried hard,but progress is very slow. But i still have hope. I will succeed. Im so much better in health now. And basically im getting back on the track. I have started gaining weight now...will get back to this blog soon. meantime, you all tc. Cheerz

a new begining....

I have been feeling down for quite a sometime. My health has been down for sometime too. After a few days, I am feeling a lot better. My meal skipping is no more. I take good meals everyday. I take at least 1100 calories daily. In addition I have been taking vitamin and mineral supplements in order to gain a few more weight and I have also decided to work out on some exercises for 30 minutes daily.

As my busy bee days are no more, I have also decided to start working like before. These past few months I have been 24/7 home doing nothing. But now I plan to start spending my time on something valuable.

In order to build my faith, I have also decided to pray all five prayers daily and recite the holy Quran at least every other day. And everyday during the Ramadan.

Building family relations, I also plan to meet my family more frequently. I haven’t visited or met my family for a long time. I haven’t even gone for family gatherings much. I feel guilty about this. But I hope to undo all this and become a true family member.

Meeting friends, I haven’t been going out with my friends for a long time. I have been a very close friend to a lot of people out there. I met them very often and had a lot of fun and remarkable memories too. I plan to go out and become more social from now on.

My life will be much better once I complete all these important dynamics of my life. And as always I will try to catch my dreams till I die. I have a lot of ambitions, all I need is to put more effort and achieve all my goals. It’s nothing hard for me; I know I can do it. I have always been achieving what I want in life, and I will do it. “Nihil Labore Dificile” (Nothing is impossible with hard work) I still keep in mind the motto of my school – Majeediyya. It will never be forgotten. I can do this, and will do this.

Yipee! and Not

I did my master health checkup at the Apollo hospitals, Srilanka, and did almost all the body function and chemical inbalance tests and found that i am medically stated fit, and theres no problem within my whole body. As i stillwas worried about what has been happening to me, i wanted an explanation for this, and was waiting till the physician comments, right after the consultation and reviewing my medical reports, the Doctor sent me to a psychiatrist.
The Psychiatrist questioned me about my life, and my medical history, and at the same time he referred to my medical history files at the same hospital.(i registered at Apollo since they opened) and after all that he confirmed that i was undergoing depression.
And what i am going through is called "Post Viral Depression", which is a moderate type of depression caused as an after effect of a viral fever to very few people. I went through Chikungunya begining of this year. So here i am, finally i found my problem, and all my worries are gone. And all i have to do is take this tablet daily for six months. the doctor says i will be fine in two weeks time, and completely normal in six months time.So i guess im fine in average.
So here i go ...am flying to male' tonight. Cheerz!

Loosing Weight- my worst problem.

Since the begining of this year (2007) i have been a victim of loosing weight. I consulted so many doctors and they couldnt figure out why. All they said was it is just malnutrition. I never was concerned about this much, until i noticed that i have lost 14 Kg's in just 2 months. It is something seriouse. I never missed a meal for the past few months. I have been taking absolutely the right nutritious meals for the past few months. And ive been taking Vitamins and mineral supplements. But with all these, it never gained me a single weight.

For the past few weeks, i have been experiancing blackouts and blood pressure change. So i consulted a physician and took advice. They took two extractions of blood in order to do some tests. And with the results it indicated nothing visually harmful.

But, the doctor says i have the symptoms which is also some symptoms of a specific Cancer, but it is not confirmed, so the doctor adviced me to take some examinations soon to check and confirm. Ever since i heared this im stressed and really worried. I feel very weak. and still there is no change in my body. I still get dizzy and feel the blood pressure change.

People who know me would know my personality. I am very much changed, i can feel it. Lately i have been very moody, and get angry easily for even no reason. I dont know why. I hate this character of mine now.

Tomorow night im leaving to Colombo for the full medical examination. Till then i have nothing else to say to all of you. If the results are positive, well, i dont know what will happen next. And if the results are negative, i will be very happy and will try to get a normal healthy life again.

I hope to get back to blogging when i finish the medical examinations. I serously wont want anything worst. Even now im feeling vomitish. You all Take care. Till then, Bye for now...... "Shamau"